Love and Cry

2008-09-17T01:27:00.000-07:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

[in the background]
Please don’t try so hard to say goodbye
Please don’t try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

2008-09-17T01:26:00.000-07:00

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5 Music Code

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in

Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I’ve been here before
One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I…
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

2008-09-12T19:51:00.000-07:00

YELLOW MOON

in Kansai:

Kinou wa call sign,
Zenbu, keitai de
Norenai fuzz guitar
Hen na kouen de
Muchuu de motor bike,
Kaze wo oikoshite
Mikazuki wa hisuterii,
Boku no ue de
Chikyuu wa goorurain,
Inu mo raion mo
Kasei ni moving on.
Nanka mendou de
Yellow moon. Ima mo, mittsu,
Kazoete, me wo akete
Shadow moon
Mada yume wo miteru
Me wo mite, me wo mite,
Se wo mukeainagara
Me wo mite, tell me yes or no?
Everyday everynight
Omoi tsuku kotoba de
Kimi e no omoi wo ima sugu tsutaetai
Everyday everynight
Arifureta aizu de
Chirakatta mama no kimochi wo tsutaetai
Kibun wa kaisei, kondo, issho ni
Karada wo dakishimete, kin no kyoukai de
Yellow moon
Kaketa yozora dewa tsuki wa kyou mo
Shizuka na kao de hikaru no sa
Me wo mite, me wo mite,
Se wo mukeainagara
Me wo mite, tell me yes or no?
Everyday everynight
Omoi tsuku kotoba de
Everyday everynight
Kimi e no omoi wo tsutaeyou
Everyday
Yellow moon. Ima mo, mittsu,
Kazoete, me wo akete
Shadow moon
Mada yume wo miteru
Me wo mite, me wo mite,
Se wo muke ai nagara
Me wo mite, itsu aeru?
Everyday everynight
Omoi tsuku kotoba de
Kimi e no omoi wo ima sugu tsutaetai
Everyday everynight
Arifureta aizu de
Chirakatta mama no kimochi wo, ima sugu
Mahou no koodochenji,
Nemure nai machi
Higawari na jazz guitar
Sotto mainaa de

in romanji:

Trapped in the darkness
You were all alone
You reached out for help
But no one would come
Seeing your sad eyes
I couldnt help but cry
I held out my hand
But you couldnt try
My power wasnt great enough
And into the dark you flew
From then on I promised myself
That I would save you
Yellow Moon
Somehow the moon
Is
Telling you to open up your eyes
Shadow moon
It is guarding over you
Dream on
Fight on
Turn around
Youre not alone
Will you try?
Tell me yes or no
Every day and every night
Ill be by your side protecting you
Every day and every night
Well fight untill all the demons have gone
Every day
Yellow moon
Right now the moon
Is
Telling you to open up your eyes
Shadow moon
Its straining to urge you
Try to believe
And you will see
Turn around
Youre not alone
Now you can fight
The darkness will go
Every day every night
Untill you have reaqched the light
Ill be sending
You all of my
Strength and mixed emotions
Every day every night
Ill be fighting by your side
You will never
Know the meaning
Of true lonliness
I smile but you frown
Ever stubbornly
Ill be here playing the guitar
Singing eternally

Kekuatan cinta

2008-06-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

CINTA adalah keabadiaN

dan

KENANGAN adalah hal terindah yang pernah dimiliki.

Love Is..

2008-06-11T19:57:00.000-07:00

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

Scar from The Past

2007-11-04T11:09:00.000-08:00

Oh My God why the scar start to bleeded again..
It feel so pain..

Know that's worst then ever..
I'm dying ...
Help me..

Everyone always see me smilling but the truly
I'm feel dying..

I can't fulfil my word..

because of this scar
It's wound so deep..

________________________________________

Seorang gadis..
Hanya seorang gadis..
Seorang gadis yang selalu aku kecewakan..

Hubungan yang selalu aku kecewakan
Hubungan yang selalu berakhir dengan pertengkaran

Tapi..

Hubungan itu yang membuatku dewasa
Hubungan itu yang membuatku mengerti apa,
bagaimana, kapan, dan berbagai hal-hal lainnya yang tak ku ketahui

Satu kali aku menyakitinya..
Satu kali dia mengasihiku..
Aku sangat takut kehilangan dirinya..
Tetapi dia tetap mencintaiku..

Dua kali aq menyakitinya
Empat kali dia mengasihiku..
Kali ini aku tau sekali lagi aku membuat kesalahan semuanya hancur..

Tidak sengaja hal itu terjadi..
Hal yang aku takutkan terjadi..

Gadis yang aku sakiti
Tapi dia tetap mencintaiku..
Aku tau betapa sakitnya hal itu..

Tuhan membuatku merasakan apa yang aku perbuat
Aku menyakitinya tapi rasa sakit
Yang dia rasakan tetap aku bawa sampai hari ini..
Mungkin aku akan membawanya sampai hari kiamat..

Bridge to Terabithia

2007-09-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

The Brooklyn Bridge connects Manhattan to Brooklyn.
Crossing over the Golden Gate Bridge takes you from San Francisco to
Marin County, California.

Where's Terabithia, and why do you need a bridge to get there?

What do Jess and Leslie have in common?
What traits of their friendship do you admire and try to have in
your own relationships?

By the title alone, we know that Bridge to Terabithia will involve some type of bridge.
But in this book the bridge isn't just physical.
The bridge that Jesse Aarons and Leslie Burke (the main characters)
need to cross isn't only about geography.

They also take an emotional journey together.
In this way, they cross a bridge from one place in their lives to another.
Through their friendship and the bond they share, each character learns and grows.

My Comment for This Movie.....

This movie make me wanna cry all the time...

I just wanna asking something to you....,

As you start your journey to Terabithia, keep these questions in mind:

Where do Jesse and Leslie begin?
What does each learn?
What gifts — literal and symbolic — do they give each other?
How does each complete the journey?
How might you respond to the same events in your life?

Do you know:

What is missing from this world?

How important that thing?

What can he bring to this world?

The answer is Dream and LOVE

He can make All thing possible...

That make Jesus DIE on the CROSS
Because He LOVE us

Joy

2007-09-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

God has created everything in twain
Life - Death
Love - Hate
Joy - Pain

And
Now i crave for the other side
Cuz everything has its joy
Joy has its joy
And
Even pain has its joy
But what everyone looks for
Is the joy of joy
But i seek for the pain
The Sweetness in Pain
Pain in Silence
Silence in Loneliness
Loneliness in Joy
Cuz everything has its Joy!

Joy in joy can only be stong
If after the aeons of pain
A ray of mirth shines

So joy is even incomplete without pain, sorrow etc.
And so i plead to God
Fill my soul with bitterness
Fill my life with Pain
And rest of the quest
I will search my self

That's all what I fill,...
When I close with Jc...
My life is change...

Thank you LOrd...

With Love dan Bless
Yu'

I know exactly what and how it's like...

2007-08-29T06:33:00.000-07:00

The feelings of humans are universal. What you feel inside yourself – all the hurt, pain, anger, jealousy, depression, disappointment, melancholy – when you are in a failing relationship, is exactly the same as that experienced by someone else who has been in your shoes and goes through what you have gone through right now.

Years ago, the love of my life was involved in an extramarital affair, and he wanted a separation. So I had been ‘there’, gone through ‘it’, and lived through what I would call "a living hell".

I was full of anguish and disbelief when it happened. I couldn't believe my eyes and my ears. I must admit; I had been a good girlfriend to him for years; giving him the greatest care and love I could give. In fact, I almost gave him my everything!

When my relationship failed, I wanted to bring back my lover, as I felt deep in my heart that we should be together. But I did not know what went wrong and why things happened the way they did!

The heartache and pain I went through could literally tear me apart!

Well-meaning friends, family members and close associates of mine tried to counsel me, did everything they could to help me, even trrid to talk me out of having him back by my side.

So here's another day and another morning...
with what I should do with it...
hum...
So should I mop around and be pissed off at everyone or should I just thank God for everything He's given me...
Maybe I'm always wanting more and never appreciating what I have now..

Well here's to another day that I'm alive...
I learned a good thing today...
I learned that sometimes we don't like to eat veggies and healthy foods but its good for us. Sometimes we get to eat fruits and snacks which are also good for us...
Overall its a balanced diet. And that's how our day is.
Sometimes God gives us things in our life that we don't like but He knows its the best for us because He's got it all planned out.
I learned from that little devotion that God has it under control...
good and bad...

Hahaha...
like my depressing poem...
and for you who are reading it...
No I'm not going to commit sucide...
I'm just wanted to write some really cold empty words to my page...because I hate my self and my life.
But here's another poem...
that explains a bit about who I am...

Its so cold inside my hands have turned to ice my heart to stone
I'm crying but no one notices
I scream out my whispers of agony within me but no hear's no one cares
God I've lost my way and every time I try to get up I find my self in the same pit of despair again and again

I'm so tired of trying to dream up my life
I'm so tired of trying to try
I'm so tired of crying inside about my family and my sins that tear down any kind of hope I had I can't bear to fail anymore

God I'm so silent before you If you can hear my heart please come and save me because every time I get up I fall and fall
God open my eyes to the hands of love that have been scarred by my sins
God forgive me for my stubborness and lack of faith in You
Lift me up into Your arms which have never pushed me away once

If I Should
If I were to die would you notice me
If I were to die would you realize what you lost
If I were to die my miserable existence would finally come to an end
If I were to die would you be happy that I'm no longer a burden to you

By: Yunaz